arisha is my nick.
sweet is my look.
rude is my attitude.
R&B is my music.
heaven is my place.
f**** is my love.
"sugar" is my companion.

car.
kitten.
money.
handphone.
adidas.shoe.
adidas.jacket.

barbie. hillary. kasinah. en yun.

Lovedrops♥
x x x x

aishah.

SHE begin to hate nursing.

SHE begin to hate her preceptor.

SHE begin to hate some of the ward staffs.

.and.

SHE begin to hate living in this empty dollhouse.

.but.

SHE loves her friends.

SHE loves her handphone.

SHE loves her bantal busuk.

.and.

SHE loves everything about herself.

im supposed to be at work now. but i choose

not to go. its been long since i stay at home and

have a good rest. attachment is really killing me.

im left with 10 MISERABLE weeks to go.

and every second makes me wanna quit.

...sha.

pissed off mood.

will rant and vent out my anger tomorrow.

...sha.

i just read a book.

a tale of a girl in search of her dream guy.
found him on a cruise to capri island.
they fall in love at first sight.
and live happily ever after!

if only my love story is same as her,
i swear i will throw away my bantal busuk.

at times i wonder does HE really love me?

are we really fated to be together?

or is he the ONE for me?

gosh... i hate falling in LOVE.
it only makes me more sad than happy.

...sha.

im SUPER DUPER tired.

really SUPER DUPER tired.

totally SUPER DUPER tired!

and i mean it when i say,

im SUPER DUPER tired!!!

at times i just wonder why must i choose NURSING
as a course?

all i did is:

-STAND for 8 hours
[when beauty book says we should sit and RELAX!]


-administer MEDICATION
[and having the RISK of getting medication errors!]


-attend to my patient's NEEDS
[when i never even attend to my own NEEDS!]


-getting verbal ABUSE from dementia patients
[when an INNOCENT girl like me only hear GOOD stuffs!]


-lots of REPORTS to be written
[when i had enough of WRITING during school days!]


-lots of things to remember eg. medication's indication & diagnosis
[when im growing old each day and my memory getting POORER!]

gosh...
i dont really like NURSING but i duno why im still in the course.

haiz...

typical ME.

1 moment i will LOVE something badly and the next moment i will
change my mind about it.

im indeed a CONFUSED person.

hahaha!

btw, NUFFAIL was admitted to the hospital because he hurt
his head when he was playing with his sister. my AUNT say he
was bleeding so badly and he has to get stitches for that.

poor baby.. he is my favorite and the 1 i love most!

...sadz...

and i miss all my nieces-to-be! should bring them for movie 1 day.

back to sleep.

...sha.

rasyid say my blog is still a VIRGIN!

cause there is only 1 entry.. =(

so here i am.. trying to increase the number
of my entries.

=)

went to school today to settle my PDA shit.
i was in the bus when i saw my friend at
the school bus stop. she was sitting behind
this CUTE ang moh guy and i waved at her.

guess what...

the ang moh guy thought i waved to him
so he CONFIDENTLY waved at me back!

i giggled during the whole bus ride. and
i sound like a TYPICAL school girl. getting
excited over 1 wave from a cute guy.

hahaha!

went for a jog today. i only ran 3 rounds
around the stadium and i started to
huff and puff.

just like the WOLF in the story "3 lil pigs".

like it or not i have to run to increase my
stamina and most importantly, to lose
weight.

im such a typical teenage girl. worry
about my weight all the time.

and im so broke now! need to go back
to work and earn money.

i rather become single than becoming
PENNILESS.

life is disastrous without MONEY!!!

...sha.

PRCP just started and that means HELL just begin.
its no longer:
-taking parameters
-change the diapers
-feed patients
-bath them


and bla bla bla. there are lots more to it! and i just
hate having to do so many tasks at a given period
of time. sometimes it just makes me wonder is
nursing the path i should take after graduation?

.dotz.


i miss my student days. and miss doing
all this SHITS:


-RUNNING around the school.


-going to MEGABITES for food.


-SHOUTING around in the class.

-doing HOMEWORKS. [goshh!]


-writing LOVE NOTES during lecture


-LAUGHING over lame jokes

and definitely i miss all my CLASSMATES!!!




btw, im BLOODY proud of my blog.

sweet and SIMPLE. just like ME. =)

...sha.